Moonchester

On the 16th of September around 9 AM, I will be leaving home and moving away to attend Staffordshire university. This is going to be biggest change in my life to date. Moving away, to a place where no one knows me, or I to them is a favourable idea. People see this as a chance a... opportunity to change and start again. I should be excited, should. My lack of excited for this opportunity does not lie with my fear of the unknown. As a logical person it is always nice to know details in advance but I can accept the new experience, the unknown. My issue with the upcoming change is you. Even now I think of the path that lies ahead, all though i

This is the girl who makes me smile This is the girl who makes me laugh This is the girl I long to see This is the girl I want to hold This is the girl In my dreams This is the girl In my heart This is the girl I love This is the girl I asked This is the girl Who said no This is the girl Who had my heart This girl, This girl I still love.

She only understands 1th of how I feel but there's no way I can tell her,   Trying to show her how much I love her can only push her away   I know inside she already completely owns my heart   And my heart will only ever answer to her.   But how do I show her. How do I tell her,   Without pushing her away with thousands passionate feelings flooding to her.   Seems all I can do is sit and wait and hope day by day,   she starts to understand how much meaning is be hide a four letter word. Love

I wated to say this for a while    but I never had the right words I could say this thousands ways    I could spend a thousands years trying to come up with the pefect words for you But I relised it's not the words what matter    Its the meaning behind them What I'm trying to say is I love you

Does being prefect even existe Is profection even real? Or is it just, improfection in denile. Everytime I get my doubts Everytime I have lose the path. I just remember I just remember and look at you. Look at you. And rememeber the face what defines prefection to my heart.

Does it even matter that I live my life alone? Does it even matter That you don't know? That You Don't know, How I feel for you. Does it even matter That you are all I want? Does it even matter That I cant stop thinking of you? That I cant stop thinking of you, for as long as I have known you. Does it even matter That I feel you should not know? Does it even matter That I have not said a word to you? One thing that does matter One simple thing what matters to me Is that I am crazy for you.

I see your face and I remember the moment we shared, but I don't know who you are, I don't know who you were, I only can remember your face and the smile you wore so true. You were out of my life year by year, day and night but you came back in as fast as you left. We grow apart, We grow apart, We took different paths down life but all the twists, all the turns, we have crossed paths one more time, I don't know for how long, I don't know how far our paths will remain crossed but every memory we share, any memory to come I will always have them of you. As this door closes, As this path unwinds Others will open in its place, but we will alway

When you lose one that's just life giving you experience when you start to lose them all and no matter how much you can hope and pray you can never hold onto something forever.

Your mind maybe clouded and your feelings unknown but I can no-longer wait for the perfect moment because longer I wait you could fall out my grasp, the perfect moment is how we make it, my perfect moment is just to be with the one my hearty calls for.

Sailing the oceans of life alone is a feeling no one should know, From the depths of seas To the top of sky, Across of the great plains and though the mountain tops. Love is everywhere in peoples souls and hearts and mine is no different, my heart will only open to you. All it take is a turn of the key to my heart to open it, completely to you and for only you.